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"I'm sorry."
I was listening to Shadow apologize to little Jessica again. He was sitting in the same spot, the rocking chair in the corner of the house, rocking the baby with a heavy face.
It all began my sophmore year. Shadow's a year older than I am. I was thrilled to meet someone who was excepting of someone who's gay, and who's gay himself. Almost immediately, we started going out, going to parties, and staying at each other's houses.
One night, we were at my house, and we took our relationship too far. Personally, I wish I would've waited until I was in my twenties to have a baby. When I told Shadow, he literally freaked out. It scared me a little. I was afraid that our relationship wouldn't last because of it.
During the fourth month, my fears nearly came true when he told me to get rid of the baby, so we could start over. I was hurt and confused that he would say that. I never believed in abortions. Never. We temporarily broke up to get our heads straight. I ended up living with Silver and his family. Silver made approaches to me which made me feel uncomfortable. I still loved Shadow. I couldn't move on that easily. Especially when I was having his baby and Shadow and I might be together again. I didn't know what Shadow was doing at the time. Although, when the time came to give birth, he came. Shadow rushed to my side so I wouldn't be alone.
"I'm so sorry Sonic," he said. "Please forgive me. I love you, and I want you back."
"Even the baby?" I breathed.
"Yes. Even the baby."
We've been together ever since.
Going into my junior year, I wish Shadow would forget the whole drama so he can move on. Jess cuddles with him every night. Having her love and mind is all that matters.
"Shadow," I spoke, sitting next to him. "You don't have to keep apologizing."
"I can't help it," he said. "After trying to make you get rid of her.. our daughter."
"She loves you Shadow. Look at her."
Jess was snuggling into his chest fur.
"I-"
"You weren't sure what you wanted," I went on. "I understand. I was hurt at first, but I could never be mad at you."
Shadow gazed at me with teary eyes.
"I'm sor-"
I put my finger on his lips to silence him.
"Shhh. No more sorry talk."
Shadow was silent. I'm sure he was saying those two words in his head, but I didn't want to hear it anymore. I gave him a kiss on the lips.
"I love you Shadow. You know that."
Shadow smiled a bit.
"Me too."
"You see?" I beamed. "Your smile is all I need."
I helped him up and led him upstairs.
"We should get to sleep now."
"Yes. Let's."
I was listening to Shadow apologize to little Jessica again. He was sitting in the same spot, the rocking chair in the corner of the house, rocking the baby with a heavy face.
It all began my sophmore year. Shadow's a year older than I am. I was thrilled to meet someone who was excepting of someone who's gay, and who's gay himself. Almost immediately, we started going out, going to parties, and staying at each other's houses.
One night, we were at my house, and we took our relationship too far. Personally, I wish I would've waited until I was in my twenties to have a baby. When I told Shadow, he literally freaked out. It scared me a little. I was afraid that our relationship wouldn't last because of it.
During the fourth month, my fears nearly came true when he told me to get rid of the baby, so we could start over. I was hurt and confused that he would say that. I never believed in abortions. Never. We temporarily broke up to get our heads straight. I ended up living with Silver and his family. Silver made approaches to me which made me feel uncomfortable. I still loved Shadow. I couldn't move on that easily. Especially when I was having his baby and Shadow and I might be together again. I didn't know what Shadow was doing at the time. Although, when the time came to give birth, he came. Shadow rushed to my side so I wouldn't be alone.
"I'm so sorry Sonic," he said. "Please forgive me. I love you, and I want you back."
"Even the baby?" I breathed.
"Yes. Even the baby."
We've been together ever since.
Going into my junior year, I wish Shadow would forget the whole drama so he can move on. Jess cuddles with him every night. Having her love and mind is all that matters.
"Shadow," I spoke, sitting next to him. "You don't have to keep apologizing."
"I can't help it," he said. "After trying to make you get rid of her.. our daughter."
"She loves you Shadow. Look at her."
Jess was snuggling into his chest fur.
"I-"
"You weren't sure what you wanted," I went on. "I understand. I was hurt at first, but I could never be mad at you."
Shadow gazed at me with teary eyes.
"I'm sor-"
I put my finger on his lips to silence him.
"Shhh. No more sorry talk."
Shadow was silent. I'm sure he was saying those two words in his head, but I didn't want to hear it anymore. I gave him a kiss on the lips.
"I love you Shadow. You know that."
Shadow smiled a bit.
"Me too."
"You see?" I beamed. "Your smile is all I need."
I helped him up and led him upstairs.
"We should get to sleep now."
"Yes. Let's."
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Sonadow - a pure heart ch 2
Ten minutes later Sonic was finished with his shower and went back to Shadows room. Shadow laid on his big bed and drawn new picture. But when he saw Sonic he quickly hided the block. He must had drawn something that he didn't want Sonic to see.(You know what I mean X3).
Shadow: So how was the shower?
Sonic: Totally GREAT! Ohh....I mean. It was fine...
Shadow: What's wrong? Why did you change attitude so fast?
Sonic: I just have learned that I shouldn't be noisy.
Shadow: OHHH come on! We don't have that rules in this house. If you want to scream than scream, If you want to laugh than laugh. And if you want to moan... I MEAN!! You know...
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Aching for Warmth Sonadow
Winter had come round again. Snow had only just started falling however the temperatures were already below zero.
A crimson and ebony hedgehog walked the streets of the white town of Spagonia. Snow had piled up on dead street lamps. He sneezed and squeezed his arms tighter to his torso. He looked at the many deserted buildings. A part of town no one wanted to see, it held too many bad memories of what had happened. Shadow the hedgehog stopped and slid down the wall of a crumbling house. He placed his hands on his eyes.
he took them off his face and used them to pull his legs to his chest
he ached for warmth. Any warmth either it be a
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Aching for Warmth Sonadow 2
Shadow looked at Sonic's tear stained face, "I can take you back home, I'm sure every one will be over joyed to see you alive."
Sonic looked at him, emerald eyes filled with disappointment, "no, I cant go back. I belong here now, with the old junk everyone forgot about. I wont go back!" he gripped onto the frayed and worn out blanket, "No one cares about me any more, Shadow. I'm just like this part of Spagonia, lost, forgotten, DEAD!" he choked back a sob, collapsing into Shadow's arms.
"I'm nothing
" Sonic gripped onto Shadow's sides,
"why am I still alive?" He looked ebony in the eyes, "Cause I don't want to live any more."
Shado
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short but I loved it